MISSY LOW

2011-02-17T11:56:00.001+08:00

I don't know how to say.
But i Miss you alot...

L.O.V.E.B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D

2011-01-27T09:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY & SATISFIED!

Looking forward to getaway trip! :D

:)

2011-01-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

Lesser & lesser meeting up.
But never mind, i can understand you . work ma.

or perhaps not worth for me.
i got many things to tell you too.

Anyway this few months really not a good time.
Stupid bosses are full of nonsenses, but what to do..
The most back to MacDonald lor...

time to get a short trip...

2011-01-07T13:41:00.002+08:00

你可不可以给我唯一，一个机会来把所有的事跟你说完？
我希望能在你和我的约定好的地方讲。
你记得吗?

我真的真的好想你。。。
你的烦恼，担心和拥抱，我都很珍惜和怀念。

2011-01-07T10:41:00.003+08:00

seriously don't understand why all of you or you must lied..

you willingly to spend so much money on yourself!

是他不是你。。。

2011-01-06T11:45:00.003+08:00

没有资格问的我，还傻傻的去烦你。
我不过想听你诉苦而已就象你对我一样。不过很难咯。

我们彼此都错过了太多。根本就没有机会了。
在我心里的秘密，在也无法跟你说了。
但我还是很想陪着你。就像那晚。

是你不是他。。

2011-01-05T11:53:00.001+08:00

你说我給你太多却不能給我什么
分不清激情承诺永恆或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后溫柔是因为我太爱你

2011-01-05T00:02:00.003+08:00

你们每次都认为事情都是我的问题。
有没有想过事情不一定是我，是对方呢？

你们每次看的都是表面，但实事呢？
没人比我跟清楚一切的事情。

你们有没有真真的想过我的一直以来的感受。
只会说“哎呀，你想太多了啦”，不要去想无聊的东西！

这些话，我听够了！不用再说了。

“我好想想在你怀里大哭！是你”
哭过就没事了！~

2010-12-31T10:53:00.002+08:00

新的一年新的开始！

希望2011年回比2010个好!

2010-12-30T11:12:00.003+08:00

Looking at Sea, mind become peaceful.

No thoughts. :D

Great Day at ECP.

i tell myself to stay strong so nothing i won't break down

But people around me keep saying to me " Don't try to act strong, you are feeling upset inside".

But when i am upset, people say to me " Jiawen, you must be strong & all blar blar blar "..

LOL!

i got nothing to response!

i don't know why that matter bother me so much when it not my matter?

BULLSHIT!

Why am i feeling this way?

1 year 10 months ♥♥♥

2010-12-28T16:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR 10 MONTHS! :D

我们经过了不少。谢谢你对我的好。
谢谢你每次带我去吃好吃的东西。

两个人在一起相处，必须坦白不然，无法在一久。
真得很高兴，你有时候会跟我诉苦。
虽然我大多数，都帮不上任何事情。
至少我能在你生边听你说。

虽然你现在不能100%付出你对我的爱。
我依然还会等着你，因为我知道“你一定做得到”。

你自己想要过新生活，所以相信你有一天会完完全全放下。
我要你看到我对你的付出和牺牲。

再难的事情我都熬过来了。所以现在我一定能熬过。
希望你会在我身边一辈子。

I ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

有一种爱、明明是深爱，却说不出来
有一种爱，明明是想放弃，却无法放弃
有一种爱，明明是煎熬，却又躲不开
有一种爱，明知无前路，心却早已收不回来

MASS UPDATES

2010-12-27T05:49:00.000+08:00

Kampong CC KTV with the cliques.
Thanks for being so fun~
Trouble went away!
Can we have another dates again for sing~?

Who bothers?
You know how to sing or dont know how to sing,
just sing it. cause nobody cares:D

NEX MALL!

Randomly went to NEX Mall with LALA & WC.
Big places but boring shops

Christmas Eve With cousin :D
Bought Dorabee Milk Tea & Mushroom Pot Steamboat!

I seriously need you at this time ♥♥♥

2010-12-25T22:47:00.006+08:00

Wasted a huge amount of money few days ago, seeing doctor!

When the doctor told me tat, i was laughing.
Then he told me with a serious tone, asked not to be kidding!

But i was wondering, is it a good thing or a bad thing?
of course to others is a bad pieces of news!

I.need.you.the.most.at.this.timing.
can.you.be.with.me.please?

A loney Day

2010-12-25T22:26:00.003+08:00

MERRY X'MAS !!

Eve was already a lonely day.
Yet Christmas Day itself also a lonely day.
FCUK! Everyone not free when i am Freaking free.

Boyfriend accompany family, so it out of question :(
Actually wish can spend together one.
but then..

Maybe it true that mars and Venus cannot be mix?
HAHAHAH!

Actually abit hard feeling when i realize everything has to be cancel when i prepare since 2 months ago. I got no one can tell too. Only can SOB SOB myself.

Actually i wish i can tell you everything but you might not want to listen.

Aiya i also don't know myself.
HAHAHAHA! Boyfriend, i miss you & ("V") you

Christmas Eve

2010-12-24T11:04:00.002+08:00

How should i spend my christmas??

Boyf told me ' he not christian so he don't celebrate X'mas'.

HAHAHAH! Don't know what to reply him.

Boyf going for a drink with his friends.

Anti-ladies?

Anyway, got my 1st christmas gift give by 2nd Boss

2nd Christmas gift give from Colleagues.

3rd Christmas gift from Aunt.

YES!

I Love my Long Champ

I What should i get for boyfriend?

From the bottom of my heart ♥

2010-12-23T11:23:00.003+08:00

无条件为你　不顾明天的安稳,

为你变坚强　相信你的眼神.
喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯,我愿尽力完成　

你在我心中几分,难以形容的责任,

爱一个人付出才会完整...

If you love your other partner, you naturally

Give in to him
Treat him good
Believe him, no matter what
Be nice to him
Faithful; the one & only 1
Stay with him
Listen to his problem
Thinking of how to make him happy

Heart to heart talking, might hurt at times.

but you will realise, you have understand him more.

Wondering; wondering & wondering

2010-12-22T09:37:00.003+08:00

I wondering will i get what i wish.

No place to voice out.

Afraid to tell you.

Feeling Awkard.

Wondering will you bring me __________?

I so envy about you.

Jealously KILLS!

But

I LOVE YOU :D

2010-12-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

i don't mind what you have in your heart.
i only mind if you just throw me away ..

i seriously mean what i said~
i will be with you .
i will believe you.
i will only nice to you.

You don't know need to feel bad towards me.
:D

2010-12-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

i start to become curious about you ...
this month really a happening month, which almost set me back.

Sometime i really really wanted to tell you how i feel nia.
Yet everytime i am mistaken by you. You always claim " you always like that de lor"..
Not i want to be this way. is sometime you over look me...
I only wish to tell u, talk to u nia.

When i am sick, you didnt even ask me how am i?
but when others sick, you was so worried like hell.
Seriously what going on?

I always give in. but you didn't appreciate it.
You always no time for me.

I always wanted you to off but u can't !
why is it only when you back bp.
i understand it ur home, but the problem is why you never try your best for me?

Happy 21st Months Anniversary

2010-11-28T15:28:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st months Anniversary!
Times flied.

We are the most happening person!

So when im asking you how you doing , im actually ..

2010-11-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

When you are sad or unhappy, that make me goes unhappy and Sad too!
So Please Cheer up Boyfriend!
No matter what happened, you always have me with you.

Glad that you shared with me. :D

All you need to do is remember you have ME!

Awwww , ):

2010-11-24T22:13:00.003+08:00

can you see that i am alone?
I am standing alone with broken heart.
You are my medicine.

Beautiful Perfect Places

2010-11-24T21:28:00.003+08:00

A BEAUTIFUL BEACH WITH BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.

Really wanted to get a short trip .
Of course, it best if it only with boyfriend & friends.
It has been a busy seconds,minutes ,hours, days & months.
Lesser & Lesser times for one another.

I guess i not been too much .
Hoping you can fork out some time soon to accompany your girlfriend.:D
Anytime but not years laters. HAHAHAHA!

I want to go to beautiful places with beautiful photos taken.
Beautiful memories capture with beautiful people like you..

I.LOVE.YOU.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-11-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

心碎了！
:(

Hearts really broke into pieces.

You can't see my love for you :(
My effort!

NO MORE HEART BEAT....♥

2010-11-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

没有心跳的声音了。

开始不在乎你所做的一切。
我只需要你对我忠心就好。
你自己也知道被背叛的感觉如何的。

我每次相信你但你还是一直骗下去。
我知道你在想什么。。。

我希望你看的出我已经让步了。
现在问题是你自己。你心里最明白。

过去的事不能和现在做比较。
我知道你没有那么像一前，会和我说一切的事情。
我还是永远在你身边。毕竟我不是你们的自己人。

希望你真的能放下过去！

我爱你！

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2010-11-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Myself.

This year it was somehow peaceful & easy birthday.

No plans, no cakes, no celebration.

Dinner with cliques at Lau pa sat.

Steamboat with Boyf & his friends :D

That all~ tatata!

Bye!

Actually i expect more from you :/

Weekend :D

2010-11-06T20:23:00.003+08:00

I begin to love saturday & sunday.
WHY?
Cos i get to see all those cute, chubby, handsome & pretty KIDS at McDonald.
=D

In the future, i must have many kids ^_^

NO NOV PLS

2010-10-22T19:49:00.003+08:00

not looking forward to NOV!

What the big deal of 13th!
When there is no Bf with me!

loves

2010-10-21T19:35:00.000+08:00

This month wasn't a good month.
Everything doesn't go along as what have been planned!
FCUK!

I don't understand why all the years along, i am always the one put effort in Relationship. Making sure other half is " SAFE, HEALTHLY & HAPPY".
But ended up wasn't being appreciated.

I was given a cold shoulder.
Even i gone, you also wont realized it,
Even i died in a accident, you will never bother to find out.

please please please....
shower me your love,
concern about me.

I feel so lonely!

=D

2010-10-19T00:16:00.003+08:00

Got a job as a Admin assistant cum Telemarketing .....
Love the job :D Wish to get hold everything asap.
But find sharing a desktop with boss is troublesome.
Everything got to get it done in boss office, need some own spacing...

Find myself nerd and stupid when i don't know how to use photocopy machine...
HAHAHAS!

hopefully everything for this month will be smooth.
Including relationship...=D

coming 2years soon. Can't wait for feb 2010.
But i not looking forward to birthday.

2010-10-17T21:39:00.004+08:00

好烦!
心里很闷，有一种说不出的话。
也不知道要跟谁说。

男朋友本来就是一个最能体谅女朋友的人。
但他有自己的想法。他每次讲赢我的一句话就是“你想太多"。
不然我掉泪时，他就说“你很像小孩子”。
应该安慰的时候，没得到安慰。

不是在埋怨，是想诉苦!

因为我在也没有安全感了。

出门时，我们又不像情女。
跟本就像好朋友，不然就是默默的走到后面。
不想多加你一个负担和烦恼。所以就。。。。。。

希望下个月不要来临。。。。

SWEET ♥♥♥

2010-09-16T19:11:00.003+08:00

THANKS ♥ ♥ ♥

EUGENIA & JUVIE

Seriously, thanks for being a nice cliques all times.
Jiayu,Juvie,Eugenia!

LOVES YOU GUYS

♥♥♥

They have being a really nice person.
They won't angry or fussy because of small matters.
That how friendship goes on.

GUESS

2010-09-16T03:30:00.004+08:00

ALL THESE WATCHES CAUGHT MY EYES!
LIMITED EDITION FROM GUESS.

GUESS 25TH ANNIVERSARY EDITION WATCHES

2010-09-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

I dont know why am i feeling this way.
I find many things changed over the few months.
Regardless of jobs, friendship, relationship or even Family.

JOBS

The feeling is totally SUCK, when you doesn't have a job.
It just that everyone is so freaking busy with works, yet i am the one slacking at home.
I don't like the feelings. Yet many people suggested me to work 'this' or work ' that'.

Not a single person understand what i want.
Who else to blame? All i could say is, Why i doesn't want to study well in the 1st place".

FIRSTLY :
At Yogurt Place, I don't find people appreciating my helps.
It just like they called you, when they FUCKING need my help.
I willingly to help, but think back.
WHY SHOULD I?

1. Will they said : "JW thanks for your help today".
2. They will only said: " why your sales so bad".

So What the point of going back help.
My sis gave 3-4days schedules, they replied: " no more slots, i put u OL".
WTF!

SECONDLY:
If you want me to return something, can't you send me a FUCKING short SMS to inform even i don't pick up your call?
Why must you pass the message through a 3rd Party.
It was so IRRESPONSIBLE of you.

When you need that FUCKING CHILI, CURRY and BLAR BLAR.
You able to send me or call me to say you need.

I HATE ALL THIS BULLSHIT!

FRIENDSHIP

1.
What is friendship? friends? buddies? Besties?
ALL FUCKING SHIT.

When i was desperately down and not in the mood.
Where is all the fuck you being?
When i need a pair of EAR to have some advise or suggestion, what is the first words you say to me?

You didn't even gave me a cheer up sms, yet you tell me off for FUCKING NO REASON? Hey please, I also a HUMAN !

After for so long, you didn't contact me and yet suddenly you need something or accompanied, you ring me up. THANKS YA! I AM SO GRATEFUL to YOU!
You need me, you keep me at your side.
You don't need me, you dump it at aside.

2.
I hate those really really last minutes things.
No matter how last last last minutes, when you are preparing to change or go out, can't you just send/call to inform me?

Freak man! Really don't understand.
All got to wait for me to ask you, call you then you start asking weather wanna join not.

I HATE these kind of friends.

RELATIONSHIP

Why always the female fork out more effort than the guys?
Why always the man letting the ladies down?

I not trying to poke into your business.
Couples got to honest , truthful and faithful in order to stay long.
Yet you are more concern about others than your girlfriend.

After so long, when did i really complain about you and others thing.
Have you really put in effort to build this relationship.

We are happy at times.But when i sad, does you know?
You didn't lend your shoulder to me but someone did!
It was the most disappointed moments.

Many things i don't know how to type out.
All i could say is, i need a shoulder when i am down.
You are the FIRST person i always think of.

FAMILY

The most worst come to worst.

Writing this post does not mean ' I AM COMPLAINING OR FUSSY ABOUT THINGS'.
I just feel that many people in this world doesn't realize that they had already hurt their loves one & close ones without knowing. Even a small action, it still hurt.

KEVY NG

2010-08-27T15:56:00.004+08:00

BOYFRIEND

thanks for being a sweet & nice boyfriend at times.

you are the one which i can turn to when i am at the lowest point.
although sometime my word are harsh, but i don't mean it =D
I always love you.

2010-08-27T15:24:00.005+08:00

BUSY!

Yogurt Place

After working 1 year there. Still decided to quit..
Partly because of people there .
" what the purpose of staying when you did your work with 100% effort put in but wasn't being appreciated".

MacDonald

-6 years in BDN.
-Unbelievable i could survived so long. But at least when i worked in MacDonald, things i done was being appreciated without mentioning. And almost after a year in different position, i was given a chance to promoting to next level.

This Time round, i was given a chance to promote to 2nd Assistant.
But i couldn't decided whether i should take up this opportunity..

Advised given was-

- why not? since you are so familiar in the this line.
-At least got stable job.

Aunties always the one who given me encourage and motivation to stay on.

In a r/s, commitment is a must. Truthful, faithful is a must.

2010-08-23T02:32:00.005+08:00

A devoted girlfriend who puts her bf on top of everything, a priority & not an option.

Girlfriend text : Hi Dear, can we have dinner together?
Boyfriend replied : Sorry, I'm kinda busy, how about next time?
Girlfriend replied: Okay, I'll wait till you're free.
Girlfriend text : Hi Dear, can we have supper together? I haven seen you for awhile.
Boyfriend replied : Sorry, I already had my supper, erm, with my friends.
Girlfriend replied : Oh okay, I'll wait till you're free next time.
Girlfriend text : Hi Dear, I really miss you much. Can we meet tonight?
Boyfriend replied : Sorry, I'm very busy now and then. Can we meet some other days?
Girlfriend replied : Hmm okay, we'll meet when you free.
Girlfriend text : Hi Dear, can you go somewhere with me?
Boyfriend replied : Sorry, I'm with my friends now, I don't think I could acc you down.
Girlfriend replied : Alright, its fine with me, I'll ask my friends then.
Well, girlfriend did not ask her friends. As her boyfriend is her priority.

Upon many times of rejections from, A BOYFRIEND.
Girl, did not msg her boyfriend anymore.
Till one day, Boyfriend feels lost, and remembered her existence.
And boy starts to text ,
Hi Sweetie, where have you been to? I haven been receiving your texts anymore. how about a dinner tonight?
- NO REPLY.
And boy starts to text next day,
Hi Sweetie, why didnt you text me at all anymore? How about I pick you up tonight?
-NO REPLY.
And boy starts to text again,
Hi Sweetie, what happened to you? Have you been with some other guys? Don't ignore me, reply me asap.
-NO REPLY. Well guys only thinks that girls two-timed them.

Boy feels real empty this time round, and he did not get a single reply at all from his girl.
And he remembered, she has a blog.

Girlfriend's blog ,
Hi Dear, most of the times when I wished to have a meal with you, you aint free for me at all. Those were the times I wished to pour out whatever I've been keeping to myself. Suppose to be a one time thoughts of the day. But due to your busy schedule, I've collected months of thoughts that I was supposed to tell them to you. If I were to meet you again, I'm really unsure of which to start off with. so I kept it to myself again. Another month of thoughts. Well, while I'm free and you're not, I just wish to have your accompany, even just for a day. Now that I'm gone, I wish you do know about my existence in your life, well, before. Upon all the rejections you've given me, in the status of being my boyfriend, I'm utterly disappointed. I felt so cold, so lonely, so unloved, so..unwanted. Telling myself, its okay, you're busy, to stop myself of thinking too much. What's important to you, is not me. I've discovered some secrets about you, yet I kept it to myself. The moment when you're free to read my blog, I could have left, and no longer by your side. I feel that I'm a pest to you, having to text your everyday for a meet up. After being rejected by you as a boyfriend all the time, I gave up in asking for your opinions. I've decided to leave here, leave you, to somewhere I belong and you don't. Somewhere, perhaps I can be able to watch over you, bless you. So, when I'm gone, just carry on.

Don't get mad when a girl cares too much, worry when she starts to not give a fuck.
The moment you reject your girl, please know how sad it is when rejected by a status of the name of BOYFRIEND. One day when she's gone, you're the one being rejected forever.
Never give cold replies to your girl, as you never know how sad it is deep inside her.
Once in a while, tell her how much you love her, miss her.
Never keep anything from her, cos she hopes she knows the truth.
She might be angry a little, but at least you get to tell her the truth, things will be better as time goes by. Never wait for her to ask you. Say it out yourself.

In a r/s, commitment is a must. Truthful, faithful is a must.

Hello & Goodbye

2010-06-16T03:23:00.000+08:00

Hey hey :D
I'm back!

Have been ultra busy for months!
Guess won't be updating more often like usual
anymore :D thanks peeps!

Laptop n desktop have down for months too!
So I won't be able to update till I have com too

Since converted to full timer at Yogurt Place,
I gotta admit that I have no time for anyone.
Only way is to catch a late night movie with friends after
work. No choice okay!

One week only able to off 1 time. Yet I got to balance my off day
for everyone! Lucky enough to say, I only have Limited Friends!!
:D

hello friends!

2010-04-26T16:24:00.003+08:00

shall do a little updates !

Yogurt place

problems between auntie & rest are getting worst luhs! This lesson make us learned something. But anyway it doesn't concern me.

Waffles & bubble tea shop opening soon. =D whee!!

Interesting plus new challenges for me =))

thanks JL & Eliss for the chances.

Sales getting worst. gonna buck up. *racking my brains*

Macdonald

few weeks back, told vana that i have a idea of demoting myself. WHY?

So i schedule will be much flexible & i could even work midnight. so i have more extra income coming in..

Guess Vana wont allowed but whose know.

the only reason i still stay is because of the relationship with aunties & friends.

Study/ school

have been graduated since feb.

sad to say that my application to Poly is " Unsuccessful". No choice.

Decided to work for a year 1st den back to study in private school.

Maybe it not that good compare to poly, at least i able to study something more & differents.

ITE Graduation Ceremony is on the 4th May. Last chances to see my dearest classmates.

Friends/Family

1day off per week since started working. so i have to make full use of my off day to meet up with dearest friends & cliques.

Every week is gonna be busy for me. & i have to manage well so that i could meet up with my loves ones at most of the times.

Spending most of the night times with family each days. So bonding wont go away.

SAT have become part of my night life with jazz bestie & rest!!!

Boyfriend; Kevy Ng

He is busying with his shop, so am i.

We managed to meet once in a week. =((

Terrible but no choice. but thanks god, he is still SWEET & CUTE.

when we met, we only have 2-3hrs to spend together...

Can't wait for the times & chances to fulfill our desires!

BABY!!! i love you

hello!

2010-04-25T04:24:00.000+08:00

Temporary Away from blogger

2010-04-09T12:04:00.001+08:00

haven been doing a good & proper updates for days!

TEMPORARY WILL BE AWAY FROM BLOGGER!

just did a little updates before i say " GOOD-bye"

since graduated, i have been spending time at Yogurt Place & Macdonald.
Become a FULL -TIMER for yogurt & weekend for both sides.
Only a day off during the weekday & got to hit 48hrs a week. So most of my time is spend on working,
Besties & gd friend have been coming over to look up for me . Had a great night life .
Spending my times wisely with Sweetest Boyfriend during off days!

all for one & one for all

2010-03-20T01:15:00.002+08:00

Shall do a quick updates!

SATURDAY!

Meet up with BESTIE, Mr Hao & BEAR.
Shopping with Bestie at bugis, iluma.
Had all kinds of rubbish to fill up our hungry stomach.
" BERRY LITE" yogurt taste nice.. =D

Supposed to meet at 8pm.
Ended up, dragged till 10pm plus.
Went to Boat Quake.
" snap snap snap, drink drink drink & laugh laugh laugh".

MONDAY

Boyf. was SWEET enough!
His brother asked him to go for a OFF last min.
He wanted to give me a suprised. But ended up failed!
Because ' i know him too well".

So, he decided to go ZOO instead since he dint went before.
Had Macdonald breakfast. && off we go.
Spend hourly inside the zoo, watch the show & performances.
Raining days doesn't spoil our day!=D

Spend 4hours plus inside. & wasted a boat trip...
If i doesn't need to rush for work, we will be on the boat ride.

BOYFRIEND , I LOVE U! =D

TUESDAY

Went for few hours opening.
Bugis with Juvie & Eugenia.
Crapping, laughing & joking around non - stop.

took alot of random photos. All uploading in the FC.
i began to love them more! =D

2010-03-19T12:59:00.001+08:00

Be BACK TO UPDATED.

HAD PROBLEMS IN UPLOADING

yogurt yogurt

2010-03-01T02:38:00.003+08:00

exam is just like 1 week ago.

Gonna buck up in my studies before i unable to graduate.

Burning midnight oil.

Anyway, i have being working more & more days at YP.

Seem to be addicted to this company.

All thanks to the Great Accompanion of Eugenia, Juvie & Joseph.

Gossiping with Eugenia.

Crap with Joseph.

Listening to Juvie jokes.

Eugenia was my motivation for every sunday,

if i worked with her =D

2010-02-28T13:41:00.006+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR!

Looking forward for this day!

But it wasn't an memorable day or a wonderful day.

No Valentine's Day ,
yet time spend with you was even shorter.
Doesn't make any different, it just a normal day.

Dinner at Ding Tai Fung.
小龙包，虾仁蛋炒饭，痘苗炒虾
Awesome dinner.
Heading to Marina Barrage,
for a short while before heading back home.

He said giving flowers to lady is childish cause flowers die easily. -_-"

印刻说的，都写在卡里了。
所以只送你三个字 “ 我爱你”。

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS

2010-02-25T13:28:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday !

Dinner at Jumbo Seafood Center.
Crabs/fish/prawn/coconut juice
All the yummy food !

2010-02-23T02:21:00.002+08:00

"girlfriend"

is this word so hard to pronounce or even said out?

If, someone asked me weather i have a boyfriend?

I will " of course i have a boyfriend".

but if it happened to you, will you said you have a girlfriend?

i wish you introduce to your friends & family that,

i am your girlfriend. Instead of saying ' I outside with friends".

something a simple word, will break a person hearts.

althought it doesn't mean much to you.

i wish i able to hug you when,

i broke my tears out today.

Banyu biru villa

2010-02-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

BANYU BIRU VILLA

I love this place!

Wheee!!

Baby, wanna go?

if yes, i shall LOVE you till Death.

wahahahas.

or,

Thailand, Bkk?

Genting ?

Bintan?

Batam?

Super ENVY, don & leeying.

Both going genting soon in few days time.

just the 2 of them =D

how wish ii am the one! =D

my 4d numbers! =(

2010-02-21T13:39:00.000+08:00

This Pineapple Tarts bring me LUCKS! =D

but..............

I ALMOST strike 1st prize & consolation prize for sat & sun .

But all thanks for my itchy backside~

i bought the numbers from private.

ended up anthony's mum wasn't free. so he told me to buy my own.

It was so happening that the Q was super long & i was rushing for work.

so i dint bought.

Ended up, it open-ed on both day plus last wed.

OMG! i was simply going crazy for it.

IF, i could rmb it & manage to buy it.

i coulden't imagine how much i won for this week 4D.

GRRRRRRRRRRRrr....

♥

2010-02-17T00:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, LEEYING!

Suprised Leeying at Seoul Garden.
This day was GREAT & FUN!

Too much photos!
Combined some & the rest had already uploaded to FB!
=D

2010-02-16T13:51:00.002+08:00

OMG!

I MISS THIS DAY! Almost a year loh!

2010-02-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

no valentine's day for me

2010-02-13T17:43:00.006+08:00

BABY went back to malaysia already!

Awrrr, feeling so lonely.

Luckily managed to spend few hours with him.

if not, gonna wait for 4days later!

even his worker is back to hometown with him.

left me, myself, alone =(

i love to see baby chat with his KL brothers.
i don't know why.

Even they are stay far apart, their bonding doesn't fade.

how Nice to have such a good silibings.

Tomorrow VALENTINE'S DAY.

Feeling so upset! Can't spend the 1st Valentine's day with him.

DISSAPPOINTED+UPSET=HORRIBLE!!!

.
.
.

KEVY NG, I.MISS.YOU.

every single things

2010-02-11T12:55:00.002+08:00

WHEE!

School ending soon lo!
another 3 weeks to go.

Graduating soon!

Can't wait for the day.

although it not graduating from university,

it also a Happy things..

Setting too high for yourself, is not a good thing.

looking down on others, will only make other think you are proud.

Hopefully, able to get into any poly.

Apply for it already, but i guess success chances are pretty LOW!

shopping, steamboat & camwhoring

2010-02-10T12:40:00.004+08:00

THE 3 OF

1st destination was Bugis.

Did some shoppings with SIS.

Mr hao meet up with us at dinner time.

Our dinner was STEAMBOAT!

Chit chatting + Jokes was running round the table.

relationship,friendship, marriage was the topics.

Everyone said " i will be the one who will settle down 1st".

Who doesn't wish! WAHAHAS!

but is not a easy job eh!

finding a good partner is = to a good husband.

Followed by Acarde, starbuck then Camwhoring! =D

We jump & jump & jump.

We laugh & laugh & laugh

We keep snapping till we success.

Ending up, a security guard came & give a Stupid look.

hahas!

2010-02-05T19:19:00.003+08:00

Suppose to be in school attending a Dance cca.

End up din went, HOPE DASHED! =(

I want to learn Cantonese Language.

Who will be the kindful one to teach me =D

hahas!

Any places to take up this course?

2010-02-03T14:55:00.001+08:00

i kinda "upset" with you.

i thought i could discuss every single thing with you.

Conclusion is "always nothing".

i care for you.

yet you dun know.

i worried for you.

yet you din bother.

i can't feel your exist.

i can't feel your love.

i miss you so much that i don't know what else i can do

wonder & wondering

2010-02-02T14:14:00.004+08:00

wondering how will my day be on

Valentine time day?

surprise?
roses?

I WILL BE WAITING =D

happy 11th months

2010-01-28T17:34:00.003+08:00

Happy ELEVEN Months, BOYFRIEND!

Super busy for this month! not me but BOYF.

Doing Pineapple Tarts everyday from morning 4am to 9pm.

Pineapple Tarts is taking my BOYF time!

But i can't deny his pineapple tarts is GREAT!

Got to endure till after CNY,

Then i will able to have a good time with him.

No matter how, I still LOVE BOYFRIEND!

2010-01-26T18:05:00.003+08:00

randomly, i got a urge to go for holiday.

Even it a One day trip..

Any kind soul willingly to do it with me.?

Thought of going with boyf. but he is always busier than others.

No time for me but others!

I having many many places in mind!

Like:

-Bintan

-City Square!

-Sentosa Merlion !

-Thailand /BKK

boyf.boyf.boyf.boyf.boyf.boyf.

HOT FUDGE SUNDAE

2010-01-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

ANTHONY LIM WEI HAO!

You did something great today!

The whole attention from customers!

HAHAHAHAHAS!!!

SBC Event

2010-01-22T23:17:00.006+08:00

No school for today.
Slept at 10am plus this morning.
Spending the whole night watching 斗牛要不要 full espisode.

Recieved so many phone calls & sms while i was falling a deep sleep.
Damm it. When i doesn't want to sleep, nobody looked for me.

Back to school at 1.30pm for business club event.
Went to Tampines 3 in 1 Family Centre for some volunteer works.
Did some CNY singing, calligraphy , popiah session & goodies giving for the elderly.

Aileen & me in charge of calligraphy, both of us practices many times before today.
Ended up the strokes look like KNS!

After seeing all the elderly, some how my heart feel so 辛酸。
Doesn't know why. Heart warming hands touched my heart.

Actually din really enjoyed myself there.
Everything was so unorganized. Doesn't like the way the EX-CO behaves.

Ended at 5pm. Poor Huimin waited for me in school for almost a hour.
Had dinner with her & ahda at BDN.
Stupid ah cek gave wrong drinks but extra burger & fries.

Suppose to play pool with don & rest.
Ended up back home, muggling at lappy.

2010-01-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

Steamboat again~

2nd time this month.

this time round, had steamboat with

jazz, da & SIS..

much taster den the 1st one i had.

Anyway, classmate told me, i got a "A" for my AA1.

Super happy! =D

Burning midnight oil is very worth it !!!

boyf. when will you be mine?

commit suicide

2010-01-16T17:28:00.003+08:00

Heard a disgusting news from boyfriend last night.
He told me that a man commit suicide at Bedok north st 3.
Not very sure abt the reason for killing himself.

but the worst part is, his body was half smashed!
could you imagine that? *yucks*

i doesnt know how to describe the incident.
but roughly, he was being bounch back afer hitting the shelter,
& follow by the ground..

it was like freaking ass.

everyone could hear the sound "BOMB".

the body look like this........? or

THIS?

2010-01-15T23:59:00.004+08:00

Wheeee =D

Just a quick & short updates.

Accounting exam just passed & i super dude that i PASS . =D

Althought it might be a C or D, at least i know i put in effort instead of getting a "F"

Upcoming test only left " AA1". gonna buck up for that.

Same goes to my retake module, i did very well for that paper, almost full marks!

*happyhappy*

Anyway time seem to pass so fast.

counting down to 35days (excluding sat & sun) i will be graduating soon.

is it right? =)

meeting up with sis for steamboat on thursday =D *CLAPCLAP*

boyfriend busying for the whole months. got to endure till CNY ends =((

2010-01-04T15:02:00.003+08:00

first day of school

- was early for school.
baby called & wake me up early in the morning.
He said " still don't want wake up''?
Yet i replied " for what".
hahas!

One reason why!
I still in HOLIDAY MOOD!
BUT,this term of holiday wasn't that great!

Brother 1st day in CE.
Sister 1st day at BAKERZIN.
Cousin 1st at PRSS.
& I 1st one to be at HOME! =D

=D

2010-01-03T15:15:00.001+08:00

haven being blogging recently.

realised that i haven being take photos with Baby since 2-3months when i wanted to post a picture of us.

few days back Before 2009 ends,had a quarrel with B
I almost mentioned "break up".
Seriously! it not the 1st or 2nd time that we quarrel over the same matters.
At the point of time when i knew everything, i almost mention e words to him.

Afterall i still took back the tots i have,
cause we put in numerous of effort to build this relationship.
and i doesn't want to end it easily this way!

It not easy to make such decision especially your love one break your heart.

We do have happy times..
Baby was great, loving, adorable & sweet enough.
But he always use his good point at the wrong place & wrong time.

"when you are in love, it will only last 3 months".
true or false? i also not sure!

Keng bakehouse

2009-12-23T03:52:00.003+08:00

It 3.55am right now.

These few days, i was freaking bored to death.
Baby was busy about his 2nd branch shop which opening today.
Everything got to done asap.

Everyone is busy but not me.
I dont know what to do, in order not to feel so extra.
Trying very hard to accept everything & comfort myself.

Seeing everyone so busy, i feel sort of guilty & uncomfortable.

Christmas 09, CNY 2010 & Valentine day 2010.
This 3 days only fall in once a year. Yet i coulden't spend it with BABY!

Really feel like going out.
This term holidays suck to the core.

super junior m

2009-12-22T18:19:00.003+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR M

OMG!

Currently addicted to them.

patch outing.

2009-12-21T13:48:00.001+08:00

Went for Patch Outing at Pasir Ris Park.
1st time joining this type of outing.
Dint really want to attend, was forced by David Lim.
Hahas.

Meet up Vana at Tampines Mall to help him out with foods.
Bought Chocolate cake.
100 puffs, 2 big bottle of Flavourable Popcorn.

First Game: Guess who behind the curtain.
Second game: watermelon
Third Game: Clear the things off the list.
Fourth game: Bomb! Bomb!

It was freaking exciting when playing this games.

Both video is from Ronald Chua Group.=D
They performed this when they lose.
1st video : Singing
2nd video: Nobody dance

=D

2009-12-18T14:29:00.000+08:00

went to find SHUKOR some days back.
Spend a long hrs chatting with him together with this 2 loves.
Laughters & Joy still remained like before. =D
If he back to BDN, it will ber GREAT.

KBOX with Aileen & JiaJia atMarina Square last mins.
then, bugis with Brother. SHOPPING SPREE =D

Finally, CHALET =D
Bought many foods, ended up many people dint turn up.
But luckily, the cliques turn up.

Had real fun in the chalet.
Jokes of the day. chit chatting. Pillow fights.

Days with Baby =(

2009-12-14T14:11:00.003+08:00

finally able to have a good rest after days of works.

have being working for long hours for days.

10am-10.30pm.

almost coulden't take it.

but glad enough that i able to be at home now.

Baby went back malaysia. =(

not 2 days but 4days.

Awrrrr, i feeling damm bored without him.

he enjoying at Genting, KL & Batu Pahut.

When my turn to enjoy with baby?

2009-12-07T23:56:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL

- holidays is coming in 3 days times =D
-decided not to go anywhere during this period of holiday.
-need to calm myself down at certain things & do some soul searching.
-so pardon me for rejecting going out.

WORK

still hesitating weather wanna resign not.
Rona & i was talking about certain issue. she suddenly asked me, " eh , how come you know about this which was mentioned during the management meeting & you not suppose to know."

I was like "huh"? Somehow i feel that den i got no position at all even the name of "FM".
Reasons was:

- Management meeting, i don't have to attend. or maybe i just a part-timer, nothing much to know .
- i just like in between crew leaders & managers. both meeting no need to attend.

Rona think that this "A" (female) suit FM post.
David think that this"B"( male) suit FM post.
They got no choice but to choose me.
[ why bother to force yourself to make this decision]

When they knew that i going to resign, they advise me not to quit.
if not they got to trained another new manager.
WHAT THE FREAK! such a good reason just because they wanna save trouble.

1 manager asked me to change to full-time instead.
Another one said " we dont need full-time".
Boss keeping quiet. GRRRRR!
I rather demote myself to CL.

LOVE

- Mum was right. Certain things i can't force him.
- Perhaps time was still short. being together for almost 1 year is still consider short.
-I still cant get over with some issues. making going Crazy.
-why things changed? guess i should looking at different angle.

I.LOVE.YOU, BABY! =D

FRIENDS

- closer one is no longer belong to mine.

=D

2009-12-03T12:34:00.000+08:00

Baby was down with fever & flu.

I was down with some infections.

Auntie's high blood pressure went up again.

Siva's back pain again.

Everyone is not feeling well.

Medicine is killing me. =D

dinner with baby at 511 food center.

Bumped into don & leeying.

* the loving birds sharing a cup of ice milo* =D

Don passed me birthday present.

Shared by " 3 Chipmunks" .

THANKS YEAH!! =D

They bought me this MP4 =D
Another off from the wishlist.

some day back, received this gift from Mcdonalds.
5years awards =D

2009-12-02T15:06:00.002+08:00

Audit paper just over.
Hopefully i manage to pass after putting in all the effort.

yesterday AA1 remindal lesson was so SHORT! =)
3 student attending the lesson only which included me.
Finished a question on "company shares" & off we go.
But the glad things is " I FINALLY PASS MY CA1".
and eventually was a high "A".

i miss my boyfriend badly.

frowning!

2009-12-01T14:15:00.001+08:00

我真的已经尽力的我自己做的比人家好!

但是我输在哪里?

根本没欣赏我。

我是真的爱你。

没人像你那么好。

不想把这个爱情当游戏。

希望我付出的贡献和尽力不是白费!

Beloved Uncle

2009-11-20T14:13:00.003+08:00

Beloved Uncle Low passed away this morning. =(

Be away from home for days .

Preparing for the wake at yishun.

Another loves one gone.

last year was grandpa, now uncle low.

thanks wc!

LIFE IS SO FRAGILE.

2009-11-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

开心的日子不长。
心事和烦恼多。
被欺骗是很难受的。

我是最大的笑话

happy bdae

2009-11-19T15:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE.

stay cheerful & joyful.

i.love.you

2009-11-18T12:06:00.002+08:00

Accounting Paper finally OVER!

Hopefully it passed!

spend a little time with baby,

before he head to his niece' chalet.

dinner with sis.

share a pack of rice & soup .

simple dish.

a simple request from you is it that hard?

heartbreaking.

boyfriend

2009-11-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

FUCKING HATE CHINA ZHA BOR .

你每只都叫我不要说谎。

但为什么你自己在对我说谎。

我恨死你。

you used to tell me not to lie.

but why are you lying to me now.

I DUN TRUST YOU ANYMORE!

because of someone, you lie to me

i fk hate u

ca tomorrow

2009-11-17T18:17:00.005+08:00

Accountin CA tommorrow.

Hopefully i able to make it.

Smuggling hard for cash flow.

Good luck classmates =D

birthday!

2009-11-13T17:37:00.000+08:00

YES! , HE IS THE ONE !
The one & only, who spent 24hrs with me celebrating my birthday.
Loves one & others is not free or either no time.
So HE spend the whole day of 13th Nov with me.

Rainy day doesn't spoil our day.
1st : kusu island
2nd: Body world & science centre
3rd: catch 2010.

I love the way, he play DS

Thanks Dearest!
Thanks for spending 2days with me.
Memories was great & awesome.
I love you just like how you love your job!

Thanks all those who send me b'day Message. LOVES*
This year, din recieved any presents but i recieved NUMBER of red packets.
Baby give me a red packet that consists $138.
Classmates & aunt gave me a red packet of $50 each.

THANKS LOVELY!

random pics

2009-11-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

Gonna spent 2day straight with dearest boyfriend.
Hopefully things turn out well.
This year, life seem to be very quiet.
Not much planned. Perhaps save for next 2years.

5kg Durian Cake. Cost$200
you will never able to imagine how big is it.

Pretty Pretty fun classmates.

Ah fangg = the one always tio suan.

Aileen= the one always like to use, "aiya 没有!"

Ah Jia = the one always very fierece. =D

Ah Huan = the one always like to touch fringe.

Ah shi = the one always laugh when reading sms.

Somehow i find that recently life has become bored & quiet.

people around me seem to drifting away due to knowing new friends or whatever.

Not much people to hang out around, slack around.

Even the closer ones.

Activities usually will come to me on it own.

Now i got to find myself some activities..

No one to confess abt my troubles.

No one to hang out.

No more friends.

2009-11-11T14:07:00.002+08:00

TUESDAY

Meet up with JAZZ, WC & Bestie, last night.
Hardly could have some meet up as situation now is so messy.
Decided to have PizzaHut for advanced birthday.
Thanks BESTIE!

But something & someone spoiled my mood.
Maybe you are Right, to you, what i did & how my attitude show are CHILDISH.
But you ever thought of my feelings?
Promise someone yet, you break at the last moments.

When i ever complain so much?
Don't I have the right to angry?

Other than this matters, there are a few.
but not going to listed out.

WEDNESDAY!

Another day just flew.
2more days, but no atmosphere.

Classmates give me Ang Pow with Vouchers inside.
Interesting. =D
Thanks Classmates

( Photos was taken someday back after badminton games)

2009-11-09T18:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Aunt! =D

Shopping with Sis, Cousin & Brother at Bugis.
Was approached by a lady asking to be a I-modelling for singtel & others.
Hahas, that lady must be blind!

Sunday

~end work at 5pm.
~catch poker king show with baby
~drive to tajong rd, sitted along the bridge .
~small talk. heart to heart chat.

Business Day Event

2009-11-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

Yellow Bananas Everywhere in school.
Busy through out the day.
Lazy to mention so much.

just a little update .
After school, waited for dearest for min to hrs just to fetch me
Kfc for dinner & off to ECP.

The Ever 1st time that i went for a run with dearest.
ECP, from the TOP to the TAIL.
Unbelievable.=D

The LOVING Birds. they was being forced =D

AH FANG!!

AILEEN

2009-11-03T20:06:00.001+08:00

Lifeless days getting more & more.

No plans for next week.
I decided to cancel it.

randomly

2009-10-30T16:48:00.003+08:00

Trip to TAIHUA soya sauce factory wasn't a good experience at all.

the speaker, JASON's attitude was super bad & suck.
In the beginning, his speaking was too soft. A said that his voice is too soft & cant be heard. He reply saying 'because your ear too small".

He played a video for us & when the video coming to it end.
Mrs Ang approached him and asked " why not bring the class to see the process instead as the class starting to become restless".

He came into the room & show unhappy faces.
Few of us approached him for questions & yet he give a " LAN JIAO face".
Seem to be unwillingly to answer.
Eventually he still lecture us for no reason.

He said:
" i know some are interested but some are not. but those who are interested was interrupted by those who are not interested... i know this is tricky. SO YA!
Since all of you are rushing for time, i will make a quick tour to the process".

he bought us to 3 different corner to see the process of soya sauce.
Every process he only speak a sentence and ended it " so YA! "
Other than that he seem to unwillingly to explain through out,
he even walked off without respecting us.
He used the 4 letters words while waiting for us walking to the last process.

he told Mrs Ang that we was interrupting him & asking useless qns when he was explaining plus we wasn't paying any attention to his talking. and yet some of us kept on looking at watches

the fact was:
~if we wasn't paying attention to him, why we able to answer him when he gave a question.

~ useless? Soya Sauce has number of process to go through, but worksheet was question only needed to write down 3 process. so all we did was just asked him which 3 was the most important one. So this is useless? FUCK HIM

~ Some kept on looking at watches? H's mum called up & told H tat she be going out. So H look at the time tat her mum leaving the house. so this mean rushing for time?
FUCK HIM~

Randomly

2009-10-29T14:57:00.004+08:00

Busy is the word tat occupied me the whole weeks.
Din have much time to update this DEAD blog & no activities for me since the cliques has seperated into numerous group.
So.... i got no activities or outing, other than looking after shop.

Finally, today ii manage to meet up with D.Don.
Had lunch with him & chit chat.
He become taller & taller & good looking.=D

BUT,
BOREDOM IS KILLING ME.

Getting bored with baby. He always had no idea wad to do or where to go.
Movies everytime when he free & yet he dislike shopping.
I searching places to go but timing is not a very good things.
So, no choices.

Sometime i find that he always make use his timing at the wrong time & wrong things.
I don't want to be unreasonable but i really feel bored.
After being together for 8months, i feel that he slowly choose to ignore certain things.

你不是以前的你了!
你慢慢对我不理不采。
你变了。现在的你，让觉得很孤单。

每次把时间用在错的地方。

HAPPY 8TH MONTHS!

2009-10-28T00:03:00.001+08:00

yeah yeah!
Another month just flew.
HAPPY 8TH MONTHS.

won't be updating daily.
preparing for CA.
busy with studies & work.

2009-10-18T00:59:00.002+08:00

no longer. no longer.no longer.

no more hard feelings.
no more soft hearted.
no longer understanding.
no longer believe the word " TRUST".

i feeling NUMB in my heart.
i keep silence for months & months.
I dint complain for weeks to months when i feel bored.
I try to put myself in your shoe.
I feel heart broken when i knew something dat is not good.
I figuring out why you told a LIE,
I dont understand why you did something that you WILL NEVER do it at all before.
I dont know where the " TRUST" between us has gone to?
I think back the SWEETEST moments we used to had.
I holding back the moment when you are so SWEET & LOVING to me.
I wondering am i too unreasonable, selfish & sensetive?
I make a tot weather is who has changed. Me or you?

but after all , i still keep silence yet you choose to ignore me.
Girlfriend or a handy person ?

kbox with baby, ah da

2009-10-07T15:51:00.001+08:00

Accompany baby to service his car.
Add in another spoiler for his car.
I find it weird yet he find NICE.

Queenway mall.
He bought a Nike Shoe.
I bought a Chocolate contact lens.
BUY 1 FREE 1.
Katong laska/curry chicken with bread/Otah.

Went bedok interchange for Sing~ing.
All the way till 11pm.
=D

C Clinic / Geylang

2009-10-06T14:40:00.001+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY! =D
I LOVE TODAY

Spent 2 days straight with baby!=D
AWESOME !!!

Someone spoiled my mood.
1 day ago, was told to work.
later of today , was told no need to go work.
2hrs later was told to go work again. FREAKING!

Went giant with baby.
Went IKEA for breakfast + lunch with baby.
Meatball/chicken wing/mushroom soup/spahgetti.
LOVES*

baby sent me to work.
Luckily Auntie Lyn was the one working with me.
At least it kill boredom.
baby came over to fetch me.

Went over to Geylang to find his friends.
Head over to " C Clinic Pub".
Interesting Place filled with colourful pills, syringes, drips, test-tubes.

Back to geylang for chilli crab & frog porridge.
Yummy Yummy*

Last day at TB

2009-10-04T13:06:00.000+08:00

nothing much to update.
tiong bahru last day today.
all the stuff and stocks was slowly taken away..
Managed to sold away 4trays of remaining yogurt.

Jerry & Dumpling Auntie was arguing & shooting each other.
Lame/funny/dirty & stupid conversations between them.
Couldn't't stop laughing.
Niwa Sushi & dumpling auntie said they miss Yogurt place. =D

End work at 930pm instead of 1030pm.
Letting the boss to clear up the place.
train back & have dinner with him.

how long can i hold on to it?

it take months or years to build a relationship,
but it take a SEC to destroy it.

darling meet up =D

2009-10-03T17:20:00.003+08:00

PICTURES TAKEN FEW DAYS BACK.

Meet up with my 2 darlings on last tuesday.
Yati drives us around. So COOL! =D
Had PIZZA HUT at Marina Square. =D

Sentosa & BABY!

2009-10-01T14:44:00.002+08:00

SENTOSA

Sentosa plan today =D

Meet up with Bestie at Tampines MRT.

Bought snacks/bread /water for our own needs.

Bestie bf, Samuel & his friends joined us.

Volleyball game.

Had Pastamania for breakfast.lunch & dinner.

Bestie & the rest went to catch movie.

I train back to Bedok to look for my Sweetheart! =D

baby came over to fetch me.

Help out at his shop .

Roti prata for supper!

thanks baby!

[ I wish i could keep you with me at all times.]

third party or second party or just friends

2009-09-30T14:20:00.003+08:00

the purpose of putting silent is?

every now & then, you will change ur phone to silent.
WHY? excuse given by you is so SUCK, that i coulden't believe at all.
yet you deleting her sms.
you wont do this last time.
now wheever you with me, you do that..

you know my heart sank till the bottom of the deep sea because of this matter? EVERY SINGLE things concerned abt her, my worries will never end. Because sometime i do not know what you are thinking...
Can you open up your minds/hearts to me?

因为这件事，我的心已经碎成一片一片!
关于她的每一件事,我永远放不下我对你的担心。
有时候我真的不知道你在想什么或担心什么。
你可以为我打开你的心吗?

FUCK OFF! LIM MEI GIN!
because of YOU, everything is SPOILED

spare tyres or friends???

2009-09-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

I don't know which is the best way to overcome everything.
I given myself sometime to make a decision .
Maybe few weeks to a months, currently having a decision to quit all my jobs.
Macdonald & Yogurt..

I can't have a single peace in my mind.
It seem that things begin with me & should end with me.
And problems always lies with me.

Floor manager tittle given to me, wasn't mine in the 1st place.
Being a Yogurt staff, wasn't a correct decision too.
I make everyone suffers.
SORRY!

Cliques can't find anyone out to slack, they will LOOK for me.
Mcd can't find anyone to work, they will CALL me.
Yogurt can't find anyone to slot in the timing, they will SMS me.
Friends need something for themselves, they will CALL & SMS me.
conclusion
.
.
.
.
SPARE TYRES!

how wish i could spend every hrs, min & sec with KEVY NG!
too bad, i can't.

SORRY FRIENDS!

Besties,
i guess i shouldn't join Yogurt in the 1st place & letting michelle know that we know each. it was a biggest mistake of all.
Sorry!

7TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY

2009-09-28T13:44:00.004+08:00

BABY, I.LOVE.YOU

HAPPY 7TH MONTHS!

Another months just passed!
Our love still staying strong & my LOVE for you has become deeper!
[ I.LOVE.YOU]

Thought i could spend the whole evening with baby.
Ended up only managed to spend 3hrs together.
Went to catch " PHOBIA 2" at Ehub.
Baby Drive Brother, Mum & Sis to Geylang for dinner.
=D Thanks baby!

baby, you are still as loving as before.

* i looking forward to 1years later, 10 years later & 100years later*